I tend to internalize everything. People think I'm not good at communicating, but I let things go that most people make into problems because its better for things in the long run.
I think communication is so important to me that physical interaction is always put aside. So hanging out with friends or even my sisters sometimes, leading up to it, gets me really stressed and anxious and I end up making my self sick. Everything functions better when I don't have to think about how I look to someone else. I'd rather people just see my words.
Twigby- I got your back. I'll stand up for your crazy!!! And if you can't tend to it any longer, I will take it in and raise it as my own in your honor.
Bizzy- That's a tough one. I feel like it really should never be expected that your family or friends will understand that though. It's you and your life. You're a smart chick, from what I've gathered over the years, they should just know you know what you're doing and if you don't you will. Damn the man!
that trying to be very sincere and show various aspects of me that most people keep to themselves will always coexist with wanting more attention, and the ability to be always responsive (and grateful) for whatever attention i get.
also that my cat lassie ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Q2s8AJbsps ) tendencies do not equal "i don't care" but "my batteries are often too weak to handle my own most basic needs, how the fuck am i supposed to take care of you?"
I tend to internalize everything. People think I'm not good at communicating, but I let things go that most people make into problems because its better for things in the long run.
The way I can analyze and over analyze anything
Is "overplacidity" a word?
I think communication is so important to me that physical interaction is always put aside. So hanging out with friends or even my sisters sometimes, leading up to it, gets me really stressed and anxious and I end up making my self sick. Everything functions better when I don't have to think about how I look to someone else. I'd rather people just see my words.
The funny thing is everything that has been said I can relate to! Expect "Over Placidity" I'm no where near that!
Told you ;)
I guess I would describe someone I know as overly placid so, nevermind. Yes, I can relate to all of those things in one way or another.
So there! You'll be understood and related to dammit!
S'cool.
;)
yeah my whole over analyzing thing is a problem with my IRL friends, everyone on the internet is JUST LIKE ME =D
Why I'm not doing something more meaningful (to me) for a living.
Twigby- I got your back. I'll stand up for your crazy!!! And if you can't tend to it any longer, I will take it in and raise it as my own in your honor.
Bizzy- That's a tough one. I feel like it really should never be expected that your family or friends will understand that though. It's you and your life. You're a smart chick, from what I've gathered over the years, they should just know you know what you're doing and if you don't you will. Damn the man!
that trying to be very sincere and show various aspects of me that most people keep to themselves will always coexist with wanting more attention, and the ability to be always responsive (and grateful) for whatever attention i get.
also that my cat lassie ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Q2s8AJbsps ) tendencies do not equal "i don't care" but "my batteries are often too weak to handle my own most basic needs, how the fuck am i supposed to take care of you?"
Cat Lassie.... silly silly cat lassie. When will she learn?
whoa i won the tyra banks prize for articulation again!
that first "will" should be "will not" or something