I wish I could delete three years of my life.

that is why you turn the ringer off.

oh no MRM! ick! this is the worst feeling ever. stress tolerance is so bad when you are sleepy enough to go to bed, and i wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone unless i really really hated them. and also if i just really hated them .

i'm assuming you are asleep now- SEE! YOU DID IT! YOU GOT TO SLEEP!
and tomorrow during the day it wont seem so bad. and tomorrow night, drink yourself into a blackout.

this is the point when you get your number changed

I wish I could afford some weed right now. I could really use a few tokes.

I'm living with my parents until I get everything sorted out. I don't feel safe going to my house any more.

My life has exploded over the past week. My friend came back from Mexico and had to move the next day. She wants to live with me, once she's got her life sorted out, cause everything blew up on her too. We really connected in those two days. I don't think I've ever felt so close to someone before. Just being with her helped me remember parts of myself that I've forgotten over the past year, parts I thought had disappeared, parts I had been mourning.